dennon asked mi out worhx... happi like siao... den after 11pm i rdm talking with mummehden she ask ur -KAIXINGUO finding new cpl arhx... den i ask y den mummeh said no la ytd saw ur -KAIXINGUO in F>CPL room... den i feel kinda uneasy siol... sumtimes are guys that idiotically insensitive or wad... or are they sibei dumb... y cant they understand wad gals think derhx... or try to tink wad gals are thinking derhx... haiz... my char of mine wun allow mi say wadever to him... and i am struggling with it... i rily want to say to him worhx... but my char holds it back worhx... ... T_T... idk y but i noe sumwhere deep in my heart im hurting... haiz... wad should i do wad should i do wad should i do...i cant backout cos i love him too much yet i cant venture further in cos my stupid char but yet my mind wun let mi stay at the same spot... who can give advise lehx... T_T... i rily dunno wad to do sia... sumtimes feel like crying my heart out... cos sumtimes i feel that dennon actually dun love mi... he is juz lying to mi abt everything... cheating mi... treating mi like a tool and a fool... sumtimes i juz wish i could end this relationship cos i feel that he dun love mi... i rily dunno wad to do... i certainly hope i tink too much la... but... i dunno la... everynight... b4 slp... i will think abt wad we had gone thru... MONITOR CHANGE~Smell The Cheese often So You Know When It Is Getting Old... this sentence from Who Moved My Cheese... rily make mi smell the cheese often but the more i smell the more i feel it geting older and older and soon it wud be rdy to be throw away... i dont wish to throw the cheese away but its slowly getting old and mouldy... seriously wad should i do... everynight when i reevaluate the cheese i would cry... i cant bear to part with the cheese yet i cant have it cos i tink it is old alr and it is getting older and older by the day... seriously who can give mi advise... i dun feel secure ard him... i always had that insecure feeling when with him... haiz... wad should i do.... im starting to feel tired alr... i rily dun wan tis to cont

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