haiz... it has been nearly 5 days liao... and we both still nvr talk to each other... i simply... miss him too much liao la... few more days... i can bth liao... --HS-TEDDY- chionged to lvl 13 liao... faz neh... 9 more days to chiong --HS-TEDDY- to lvl 17... 4 more days... 1 lvl 2 days... kampateh... woke up tis morning cos sum1 called... den dunno say wad... den my mum shout NI SHI SHUI(who are you) into the fone... den i tio woken... sianned... that fone kip linger in my mind leh... dunno who cor der... cosnt possible my jie fwen bahz... thay all got talk... oso nt possible is jiashen... cos jiashen wun talk a word... den... cant possible be my mum's fwens cos sure will talk de marhx... den oni mi left... is mine arhx?... dk leh... not many ppl call me de leh... besides im infamous de la... who will so free call me... cant be him bahz... KNS la... whoever called dun call again la... wan call leave name la... dun make mi tink who call de... cos after she cup the fone she gave me this weird look... sure is fer mi de lo... haiz... dunno la... kns... after that kip play com... until... 2pm prush... den went slp... cos morning i haven sleep enuff derhx... den cos tio my mum NI SHI SHUI tio woken mar... slept till 4pm... (expected cos always once blank out in afternoon sure 2 hours derhx... den played com again... untill... 5:30...cos watch tbee^^... den cook dinner... keke i always cook same derhx... use left over rice den throw egg inside... den if got minced meat den oso throw inside... LOL... lame hor... 1 ppl eat no nid so wad de la... fan zheng i not picky about food... is picky with who i eat with oni nia... LOL... after eat finished... went watch tbee again... den went play audi... hack story luh... den after ard... 10pm prush bahz den cos lurbb finding cpl... hmm... maybe cos she finding cpl... 心里总是有个酸酸的感觉... not cos she finding cpl... if mama find cpl i oso will feel the same derh... that lonely place in my heart is waiting fer sum1 to occupy... that lonely place which i cleared out in less dn 3 days wants sum1 to occupy it... maybe i shall juz wait till i get into HotStuff la... cos cpl name better be --HS-****- lidat nicer... hahas... my life sux...i wonder y i didnt jump down that time when i was sitting on thewindow sill... en tis quite long ago... cos i had a fight with my mum... cos got 1 room... which my dad occupy last time(now divorced liao... gone when im pri4)... that room is always locked... oni got 1 key... den that key put inside 1 cup... which is in 1 cupboard... which i always like to take the keys... to open that room... to emo inside... den cos 1 day my mum nid go into that room... den she found out that the key is missing... den she blame mi... den no key no open ma... den quarrel lo... den i went into the bedroom toilet... cry inside... (when im upset... and the reason for y i cry can let my kin noe i sure go the bedorom toilet cry derh... but if the reason cannot let them noe i shall wait till night... b4 sleep den cry... sum times i can 4get about crying... i know i oni appear to be strong... but im veri sensitive inside) which bloke 4rm flat toilet is sound proof... none right?... den my mum outside kip shout insulting stuff to mi... i bth... i come out... (cos that locked room window is juz beside the bedroom window)... so i intended climb over... open door... everything will be fine... cos... last time look out of window... got 1 person climb out of the window to repair aircon... and that is on the 12th floor... i live on 8th floor nia... LOL... den i rily sat on the window sill leh... wanting... climb over... nw tink bec i sud have jump instead... that time police ar... fireman la... all come... LOL... cos they tink is sum1 who wan suicide... that time no intention jump la... but now... life actually has became bearable fer mi after... 5th feb... b4 that i could have jump any moment... after 5th feb... live actually turnned better... den recently... it went back to hell... well i tink dead better right?... no nid think anything... no nid do anything... well... haiz... dun talk liao... or else like my mei TulusxCleric... get depression liao... but jump liao... equal running away from things... coaward la derhx... argh... dunno la... i nid sum help wif my idiotic stupid lan suxky life... hmm... tell me... wad kinda person am i... gimme the truth... i noe truth hurts... but getting hurt is better den living in a fantasy world... juz bombarb mi... relax i can take it... juz tell me wad kinda person i am... wad u tink i nidda change der... like attitude?... char?... post at c-box hor... i wanna see wad i nidda change

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