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Thursday, April 30, 2009 2:22:00 PM

7088013143344520~

oNcE a PrOmIsE~
fOrEvEr A pRoMiSe~


4 6477 968~
4 5683 968~

4 9268 968~


TheLonelyTeddy


Wednesday, April 29, 2009 11:25:00 PM

no sense of security leh
idk luh
nw days most guys oni go fer 1 thing
and the impression u gave me is that
u patch cuz u wan that and nt cuz u still love me

2day ttl super miss mummeh and bii~

i tink nicholas pek chek riaos
cuz i said i will call him someday but i haven done it till now~

everyday so damn sian sia~

i tink my sec 4 sku life coming back soon
cuz i feeling like pon-ing sku
and i dun tink there will be ppl to stop me to pon

but i cnt pon cuz i wan to get a good GPA and go to ngee ann polytechnic
i wan i must i can do it

No matter how difficut life may seem, we must never let our circumstances dicate our decisions (Ruth 1:1-6)

Either raise your standards to meet your expectations,or lower your standards o meet your performance (Isaiah 59:19 Proverbs 23:6-8)

Only the irresponsible are willing to sacrifice the future in order to enjoy the present (Psalms 11:3 Luke 6:46-48)

Nothing is more dangerous than the moment you become a hostage to yesterday comfort zone (Philippians 3:13-15 Revelation 3:14-19)

Whatever you refuse to conquer today will be next to impossible to conquer tommorow(Matthew 5:29-30, 6:19-21 James 5:16)

Everything that rolls out to the sea will eventually roll back, what happened yesteday will definately come back



TheLonelyTeddy


Monday, April 27, 2009 11:42:00 PM

1. Love is unbinding. Love is unconditional. It means that you take the person for all that they are... love is friendship first. Love is 51% from both sides. Love is being inlove with the person, not the idea.

2. Love is having chemistry. Its a spark that you cant describe but is just there. Its a fairytale ending with a lot of joys in between. Love feels good, it creates hope and happiness. Love lives within you and never quite goes away.

3. having a common understanding... finding someone that appreciates you.

4. Love is a way of showing someone you care. Love means your never alone. It keeps you going, you live for it, you take ahold and nothing is more important. Your top priority is the other person and when you love them, you give them all of yourself.


Which is ur defination of love
only can choose 1


TheLonelyTeddy


11:21:00 PM

say hi 2 me when u on9 cuz i miss you
dun always let me start hie den u den hie
it makes me feel unimportant~

dun come talk 2 me only when u nid me cuz i nid u
it makes me feel being used~

2day veri unhappy

1st thing quarrel with my mum cuz of my daily allowance
but now not much problem le
2nd thing is cuz my mind always like to find bones in eggs
think too much liao

but now happy back riaos
a bit bit happy back nia~

2day wasted sio~
should have can buy cash de
den... *cries*
i wasted those $$$ to buy stationary and food

GRRR
tired riaos~... i tink? LOL

i go slp riaos~
... right after my facebook restuarant city ppl rest enuff
den i make them work
den i off comp den slp


TheLonelyTeddy


Sunday, April 26, 2009 10:45:00 PM

haiz~
a pretty stressed out day?

and y stress?
cuz myself make de problem

well~
i tink wun stress le bahz

my heart kinda settle down riaos

idk leh~
i feel that yar~
i like to run away from problems because i do not like to face problems
i mean i feel very stress out

so always run away den drag the problem and... haiz~
kkz luh~ i try nt to do that anymore luh

Warning to all :
juz dun do things quietly,
i knw hw to make ppl guess
but i do nt like to guess
and i am not that clever to guess things
gah~ i oso dk hw explain~

example :
my mum always will do loads of things for me
and that is her way of care and concern for me
but she does things silently
and make me feel she dun care or concern

hmm~ in other words means...
i nid ppl to assure me of sumthings
every few days or so

or else i will feel like no security
and i will go think
whether WAS it true or fake

like my mum alr veri long time never assure me
that she still love and care and concern me le
so i will start to think whether she still love care and concern me mahz

GRRR i wan die riaos i oso dk hw explain sio

juz do not tink that i write this is cuz i wan say abt my mum
i meant sum people out there is the crowd of msn fwens i have

hope u people clever enuff understand what i meant bahz
cuz i dun dare say out my point
so have to beat around the bush just to make my point


yeah~ im trying to hint 8 ppl with the same hint~
hope u 8 peeps understand bahz~


TheLonelyTeddy


11:28:00 AM

juz dun mistaken anything when readin my blog~
juz ranting out what i felt?
this blog aint supposed to give anyone see
is more like a platform to tell ppl how i feel
i mean the post aint meant to shoot to a certain person
is more likecuz i do not dare to tell ppl how i feel or think
so this might be a platform to how i think and feel

能选择喜欢或爱上一个人吗, 喜欢了, 爱上了, 就是了 当你爱上或喜欢上一个人请问要多久才会忘记

「叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的不挽留。」
倘若你爱上一个人, 千万别装作无所谓毫不在乎
错过了,就没有了
爱情,玩不起心理战的
机会只来那么一次
奇迹很难才会出现
有机会就好好抱握 不要等到机会跑了
你才懂得珍惜

我跟他在一起很快乐

但伤害我的也很深
但我怕他又会再伤害我

我又怕sleepycat不能让我那么快乐
而且我真的不知道该怎么办

应为我不想他们两个其中一个不开心
我真的很乱昨天晚上都没睡好 5点睡觉8点起床

最终我选择了等待
我选择是对的吗?

希望我不会再次选错吧


TheLonelyTeddy


4:12:00 AM

my world turnned topsy turvy once more

no i do not have any particular meaning on saying this happen cuz who

is juz that my heart still cnt tell me which path to take


TheLonelyTeddy


Saturday, April 25, 2009 11:27:00 PM

2day wake up ard 9:15
den siao a bit bit
den audi a bit bit with laogong
den he went ... 4got riaos
den i went find duke zhou(which means sleeping LOL)
den yeah~ kinda chatting with dennon
y my heart always waver when talk with him de
izzit cuz i still cnt get over?
but i tot i gotten over riaos?
haiya idk la
always wanted to patch bec with him when talk to him
but cuz that march 24th post i den never
so i always try not to talk to him unless necessary
den called mama cuz i tink i can oni confide in her oni bahz
den mama oso has her set of problems
haiz
i rily do not understand
y people get into relationships even thought they know pain and anguish will arise

eh~ juz dun mistaken~
i have no special in saying out this~
i mean...
is juz smth deep down which i wan scream out but yet imprisoned too long
i can go pek chek when i imprison certain feeling too long
laogong mai jump to conclusions leh


if sum1 caused u pain and anguish when u 2 are in a relationship

the only thing that makes you hang onto it is because u still love him
the thing that make you not to hang onto it is because u cant take it anymore

so~
when u get into this kinda situation
what will u do?

i choose giving up cuz i thought he didnt love me anymore cuz his actions??

matters of the heart are so difficult to understand

the oni reason that i didnt tried to patch bec with him is cuz
i sent him that long letter posted on 24march~

becuz of that i didnt return to the ole drawing board

was it better if i didnt return
or better if i did return?

was it cuz we didnt communicate enuff?
never sit down and talk properly

idk~
but i knw that
that time b4 send that long letter to him we talked a bit
and that was when i didnt know whether did i made a mistake
cuz talking to him made me not want to send that letter to him
but since the whole time tgt caused me quite sum pain and anguish?
feel like he didnt care enuff
feel like he didnt love me
feel like dun have enuff security
feel like he will leave me
zeh was right? i didnt tell him everything which is hidden in my heart
or izzit he never ask so i never say?
haiz~

叶子的离开, 是因为风的追求, 还是树得不挽留

well~
i think i didnt get much love from my family
cuz everytime i get scorned for everything i do?

my dad divorced with my mum when i was primary 4
cuz he got other women behind my mum bec


im a person who likes praise alot
but my mum juz like to put me down

my sis acts juz like my mum
threatenning everything i do
no do this no $$$ no do that no tv no this no that

their love for me is shown in a quiet way
which i dun like
i rather a person show her love or affection out loud


juz cuz i dun feel any love coming from my family members

and cuz i hate been such a pain in the neck in sec sku
i oso get no friendship

that's y so lonely

i juz know that if sum1 love me i will love him bec more~
cuz i wan to be loved~
there is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

i dun like to be a loner
i rily hate the lonely life a lot

but the only reason that i never commit suicide though i tink abt it a lot is cuz
i tink i could find 1 person in the universe that still loves me

tinking of it more
idk how put it

i wan go bec to the ole days~
but yeah~ cuz that letter so i didnt

i wan the days go faster~
but yeah~ idk will i experience the same pain and anguish again

all this happen cuz i wan feel luv again
and i tink i fall in love quite easily

cuz

i want to find love
i want to be loved
i want to know what is being loved
i want to feel loved once again

no i am not despo
i juz wan to feel being loved
所以我对那些所称爱我的人这么容易产生好感

i am always willing to do anything to feel loved
that y i so listen to those whom i love

so who can tell me what to do sia
i love my laogong
but my heart is wavering cuz my ex
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


TheLonelyTeddy


2:09:00 AM

2day 5am wake up~
den debated with myself wan go sku anot
den wanted to go
den slept summore
den oversleep
den 8:30 sharon call
den talk finish i call my bii
den i go do homework and play comp
den call my bii again
den play comp games again
den call my bii again
den sleep
den wake up
den play comp games again
den call bii again
den play comp games again
den went down eat dinner
den come back call bii again
den play audi again
den blog again

boring rite?

i decided not to pontang sku again~
I SWEAR

bii~ wo ai ni~
77088013143344520~


TheLonelyTeddy


Thursday, April 23, 2009 9:41:00 PM

2day morning wake up wanted to pon sku
but i see got OFA den i dun pon or else i get laid back in the module
den i tinking POA sleep in class de
den i was playing PSP like siao
dj max~ audition~
den audition on psp~
i play like using keyborad lidat
so werid sio~
but veri fun~
I WAN PASS THAT 136 YOU SONG
or els i wun be qualified as a HS member sop
GRRR

den OFA that TanKL teach things again
but veri sian sia
OFA lesson like teaching how to start the comp lidat
everytime oso~
step 1 blah blah blah
step 2 blah blah blah
step 3 blah blah blah

GRRRR
lame sio~
den my comp de stupid mouse wun work sio~
I HATE J00
luckily cher gave me another mouse to work with
den i went dl WLM
see next lesson can use anortch?
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i soo evil rite?
hehe~
i juz wan to chat with ppl during boring class lessons
cos the cher always crap there derhx
den i nvm lo~!
i play fb i WLM i PSP i do everything possible that wun make me so sian during their lessons

tml come bec home den i be guai kia
i go do more exercises fer the POA
i wan to be ahead and not lagging behind
cos zarel, sinyee and sharon all neh listen in class de(no offence here)

BASED ON TEDDY LOGIC
POA is to understand
u neh understand how much u practice there will not be any output
cos nothing goes in
sian sio~
how to make them listen to mr foong in class arhz?
i dun wan slack in ite

i MUST prove to my mother that ppl who go ite to study DO NOT slack
i must prove to her ite make me into another person
which WANTS to study
which IS GOING to study
which WILL excel
which IS GOING to excel
i must prove her wrong for all those insult from her to me
from all those words she gave when she knew i going to ite
from every discouraging word she gave
I MUST PROVE HER WRONG

2day in sku so miss bii sio~ sian~
den bec at home den cor him
he at work =.=
den 6~7 gort chat a while~
den juz nw chatting~
den now chatting AGAIN~
bii i lurbb j00~
dun go be human flesh pao in ba xian fan dian
or else later i sad leh


TheLonelyTeddy


Wednesday, April 22, 2009 6:56:00 PM

I HATE WEDNESDAYS
cos is 8~5
GRRR

the ... last cher of the day like stalker sia
everytime like scared we pon his lesson
sure wan track us to the lesson b4 his lesson de classroom
sian sia~
cnt pontang his lesson~
GRRRRRRRR

the lao ah pek got a little bit change bahz
i think not so boring for me liaos
cos it started going practical
I LOVE PRACTICAL POA
i hate theory POA

den that ... rajas and... that ah gong...
I HATE THAT AH GONG SIA~
KNS SIA
everytime sum1 de comp got problem he sure wan to kpkb there
he will talk to himself starting with
1st step check blah blah blah
2nd step ...
3rd step
BTH HIM SIO

I LOVE ANGELINA~
her expression veri funni sio~
i went gave her the link to go whr dl my homework~
den she go take pic of that link~
wonder how i get graded neh?

lunch time simply drank coke
cos i knew it going to bloat my tummy
den i no nid feel hungry riaos~

=D i miss my bii sio~
i gg call him riaos~ *shy*

TO EVERYONE WHOM KNOWS ME
I AM NOT LES EVEN THOUGH I USE THAT STUPID I AM LES TRICK TO TRICK YOUS~
but maybe sumday i rily les den how sio~ *shy*


TheLonelyTeddy


Tuesday, April 21, 2009 6:37:00 PM

YEAH bec at home le~
sian~
bii dk doing what sia~
tio converted to voice mail~
bii~ i miss u~


TheLonelyTeddy


4:28:00 PM

sian sia~
want to sleep le~
cos finish the classwork liao~

i wish
i wish
i wish
i wish
i could go bec home NOW
cos i wan go call my bii~
sian sia~

bii~ imyilyiwy~ muacks~


TheLonelyTeddy


Monday, April 20, 2009 8:02:00 PM

Yeah~
Found another audi cpl le~
so fun >_<
bii~ i lurb chiu~

2day in sku so boring sia~
1st lesson OFA
teacher late by 5 minutes
and all students sweat like siao cos no air blowing~ GAH~
den we learnt abt microsoft word
abt sum shortcut keys(which u might not know)
did u know that insert=overwrite=u no nid becspace
no wonder most of the time i so pek chek when i accidentally pressed insert

2nd lesson 4get name of lesson riaos~
the stupid bunch of guys in my class so damn... sia
teacher play that
cannot hear sound vid and veri softly played song for us to fill in 2 worksheets
den most of the guys dk how to diam when they are supposed to
GRRRR
no offense to any guy who i 'mentioned' juz nw~

3rd LUNCH~ HURRAY~
went out eat again cos the canteen food is legendary EWWWW
ate lemon chicken cutlet...AGAIN
den went bec sku after eating

4th lesson POA
arh pek again~
talk so soft
and so...sia
that stupid Q he posted on first day alr made me pek chek him le
WE ARE SUPPOSED TO ADD 1000 TO LIABILITIES YET HE JUST USE THAT
kip the Q simple TO ANSWER~
GRRRRRRRRR
but this lesson a bit fun den last few cos CAN DO CLASSWORK LE
i juz realised i nvr deprove in POA LOL

5th lesson~ last lesson~ PE
cher gave sum RULES
and give us fill in smth called bio data form
den fill lo~
later i go sign up my cca on9
I WAN ROCK CLIMBING AND BILLARDS

teachers no matter whatever name they are is always called CHER
so i do not bother to know their name very well
aws over the time u hear ppl cor more den u rmb le~



TheLonelyTeddy


Sunday, April 19, 2009 10:29:00 AM

是我太愚蠢还是太天真
怎么总是被人骗
爱上了他结果发现他不爱我了
喜欢上了他结果发现他是花花公子
友情一个一个消失
只有那些会给机会来了解我的人
才会和我做真正的朋友
朋友。。。我有很多
真心朋友。。。4或5个把
是我处理东西的方式错了吗
还是有其他原因
和妈妈和姐姐的感情变什么了?
以前每天说话, 几天才吵一次架
现在每天一开口就吵架,
所说的话只有。。。 妈,零用钱呢?
我觉得我做人很失败
太失败


TheLonelyTeddy


Thursday, April 16, 2009 11:39:00 PM

well~

life gotta continue~

no use sianning over the same thing over and again and again

i dun wish to cry anymore

hmm for those who know me in real~

actually u can notice i dun cry easily

juz haiz too saddenning


im a hyper person

but when i quieten down and think abt all those recent happennings...

i feel veri emo~

actually it does helps~

mama rmb what i told u over the fone hor?

i cnt possibly write everything down here cos

there are people reading my blog whom i wun relate certain things to~


wish all the best bahz

i hate my life

FML(fuck my life)


TheLonelyTeddy


6:41:00 PM

sianned~~

2day IS OOS SOOOO SHIOK

but nv play psp that much riaos~

but listen song a bit more riaos

YAHOO~ I GOT MY TEENAGE RIAOS

borrowed jacket frm ting~ ( tks ting~ no nid cold riaos)

bot another bdae gift fer my sis~

watching KNOWING with zeh and ace~

EMOKIA I WAN MIT U LA~

I WAN SIGN UP FOR ROCK CLIMBING AND BILLARDS~


TheLonelyTeddy


Wednesday, April 15, 2009 6:37:00 PM

WHY ARE ALL GUYS WHOM I KNOW IS SO ROTTEN?


TheLonelyTeddy


5:14:00 PM

YEAH~

HYPER~

the oni... hyper guaikia? LOL

tml go macperson

sharon and dorathea wan pon

i be guai gg

COS I WAN GO FOR ROCK CLIMBING OR BILLARDS

hmm

maybe is true

new sku
new enviroment
new energy

emokia
u good lo
first say okay
den after say dun wan le la
...
TT_TT
i wan mit u neh~
b4 i kill u u better quick mit with me lar
mai say u will shy
shy simi?
i veri good to talk with de
anth
plus my bunch of super lame fwens
WAKAKA


TheLonelyTeddy


Tuesday, April 14, 2009 11:23:00 PM

很久没有哭了
今天哭了
我是心理弱了吗?
三次都是应为
和妈妈说姐姐的事

我知道
如果我有这种妹妹我也会痛恨她

姐你说得没错
我和dennon在一起时都把每个人当透明
又需要才找你们没事就不理不睬
以前我们可以hack ubp 3 小时
但我和dennon在一起
我就会想尽办法不去玩除非他也有玩
你要需要帮忙我一定不再
但我需要你的帮忙你一定在

哥哥也说得没错
我是个自私的人
只知道我喜欢什么我不喜欢什么
从来没有想过别人的看法
忽略了你和妈妈的感受

姐我只想说
我知道你还恨我
但是我对你和妈妈比亲姐姐和妈妈跟好

我知道我这个妹妹很‘好’
你好不容易过了不知有多久才找到一个情侣
那我就帮你赶走它

那时我没有想太多
意气用事
只是觉得他在利用你帮他赚fp

当天晚上我立刻道歉
但是之后我不敢和你说话
体能为我不敢想象
因为我害怕
因为我不知道什么事情会发生
因为我知道是我的错
你大发雷霆也是应该的
我很想跟你说对不起
但是我怕你会比现在还火冒三丈

我只想跟你说

如果是别人我早已经把这朋友扔掉了
我不会想怎么样挽回这段友情

我重视你这个朋友
我只想回到去以前
January 2009
我们三个人 SHL
在一起多快乐的时光

若你肯原谅我
那你要我答应或做什么
我什么都无所谓

你可以告诉我怎么样才可以回到以前吗?

这都是我的真心话
我在blog里写的永远只有感想和真心话
我要就写不然不会写
我不会编故事写在这里的

ma i know u will sure say give her some time
but i rily dun like now like this you know?
if you dunno abt this i tell u
i treat u guys as better den RL fwends or family
i dun tell them anything in my heart
the 1st readers to my previous blog is hui
den u den chunhui and xinhui
dennon oso didnt know abt my blog
until b4 i wan brk with him that time

did u noticed
when u playing with jie no matter how much
i would like to play with you i will stay far far away?

i feel veri suffuocated
i rily hate what is happenning now
i believe u reckon oso
u is the meat btw the 2 hamburger bread

i rily wan things to go back how they were last time
tell me how to how to return
dun tell me give her some time


TheLonelyTeddy


6:00:00 PM

wahseh i put alarm 5am
den i wake 6:30
grrrrr
angry riaos
sianned

luckily never turn up late

ZEHZEH TQ FER UR PSP TO PLAY WHEN IM BORED <33333

bus card left... $0.07

and now nid wait $$$ for MOVIE
mus gg watch asap with xinyee and zeral zehzeh~

tml must wake up 5am again

cos meeting xinyee and zeral zehzeh at inter there den go sku tgt~

tml go macperson ite there hear talk abt eca/cca

ZEH RMB UR PSP LEH I WILL BORED DE LEH


TheLonelyTeddy


Monday, April 13, 2009 10:17:00 PM

YEAH I LOVE MY SKU~
ISA ROX~

sry ar
too hyper le
now effect still here
LOL

2day morning very what sia
i put alarm 6am
den i wake 5:45am

LOL

hate my shoe sia
leg pain riaos
*ouch*

know quite a few fwends...
and 3 AUDITIONERS
WOOHOO~

32 ppl 9 boys oni
so many girls sia

feeling excited
tml water games
WOOHOO~

must sleep early sia
or else die die die die die die liaos

this continues till thursday
friday den officially start

im looking forward 2 tml


cos my sis bdae~
bought a porcelain mup/cup for her(precious moments de neh)
through xinyee and ... my new founded zehzeh guideance

nvr eat lunch leh
walao
10dollar allowance i use a bit bit buy drink
den left
all buy the present and the wrapper

[ guess what --AhhSky-- is the son of my classmate ]


TheLonelyTeddy


Saturday, April 11, 2009 2:41:00 AM

sianned~


TheLonelyTeddy


Friday, April 10, 2009 5:49:00 PM

能选择喜欢或爱上一个人吗, 喜欢了, 爱上了, 就是了
不要错过那个机会


TheLonelyTeddy


5:42:00 PM

「叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的不挽留。」

倘若你爱上一个人, 千万别装作无所谓毫不在乎
错过了,就没有了
爱情,玩不起心理战的
机会只来那么一次
奇迹很难才会出现
有机会就好好抱握
不要等到机会跑了
你才懂得珍惜


TheLonelyTeddy


Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:56:00 PM

2day at least had sum interaction with my mum
ytd slp at 1am den 2day wake ard 9am
first thing in the morning?
go down house nearby de kopitiam with my mum
who went down to discuss her RC activity de things
den go down lo
drink 7-up shunbian eat lunch prawn mee~
den finished talking ler den went 1 unker house
the unker de wife veri goood sia
kip pump drink to me
ribena ar milo bing ar loads loads of water
scary sia
den watching tbee ma
den she serve cookie wor
more den 1 mth nvr eat so full full le
tml onwards must eat lesser liao
or else fat fat
keke
my mum 2plus throw me at that unker house den go home eat lunch
AND SHE NEVER TELL ME T_T
den 3pm plus
went down the basketball court pump balloon lo
waseh those balloon very siao sia
my fingers very pain riaos
den my god father bring cake come
den bring to that unker house
den that unker house fridge nt enuff to put
den leave mi 1 person bring up to my house put TT_TT
SOLO
my wrist pain sia
bring liaos den i come on9 a while while pei my laogong and zehzeh lo
den 7pm plus den i bring the radio which her activity needs down
den 7.45pm come up bring cake down again
waraoeh my wrist sibei sibei sibei pain sia
especially my right wrist
den down riaos den sit sit sit sit sit
eat swt swt swt swt swt
den 9pm buffet start lo
den i go help serve drink(hey no one ask de neh i very guai hor haha)
den ppl take food riaos
den my turn take
my sis was beside me all the time LOL
but she so puny cant help much
MIND YOU IS ELDER SIS
cake i take drink she got help
guai right~ haha
den eat finished le
dabao lo
den tml lunch and dinner no nid fret riaos
got curry chicken and fried beehoon
den cos i tell laogong i back ard 10 mar
den i veri guai
i say mama i go back first hors
den i quick quick take sum things den quick quick quick walk home
haha~
by 10:30pm back at home lers
den on9 first~
den went bath
den... now type lo

things i gainned 2day

1) a gan ma(god mother)
2) some quality time with my mum

things i discovered 2day

1) no matter how active a person is
he/she will quieten down when he/she starts to age
no matter whether the heart got age anot

i last time like go down playgorund and have a hell of time
but ever since my mum rily dun like i go down play like siao
i slowly slowly start to stay at home
until now days
I SUPA DUPA RARELY GO OUT UNLESS IT IS IMPT
and 2day see the kids play at the playground
i find that i want to go back to when im small
where i can have a hell of time w/o worries

2) manjustri(idk issit spell lidat ar) sec de boys very shuai but the gals very ugly
cos 2day at the basketball court i see see all guys super shuai but gals super not chio
no wonder most that sec de boys all find gf in other skus LOL

3) which kind of pump pump baloon faster
LOL
hand pain from pumping balloon riaos
TT_TT

4) i sweat supa dupa easily


TheLonelyTeddy


Wednesday, April 8, 2009 1:21:00 AM

princefate korkor i lurbb chiu wor

finding tx active know how speak chinese age abv 17 wan to marry skill not very lousy de male audi cpl

so difficult find meh?


TheLonelyTeddy


Tuesday, April 7, 2009 6:12:00 AM

feel like dieing sia
life is so boring
sianned
wasting earth oxygen generating more carbondioxide
wasting resources
grrrrrr
wish sku start faster~

*laogong sry nar nvr slp at 3am as u said
i now go slp le nar muacks~*


TheLonelyTeddy


Monday, April 6, 2009 2:47:00 AM

2day watch the 僵尸福星 until esp 17 den cnt find esp 18 den jump to esp 19 le
sianned
just now flammed a idiot who reported a hacker in ubp room
i tink hui zehzeh oso got surf forums cos i come across a person called --Ite_huI
tink is her right?
haiz dunno la
ppf my di pan lai de
i pcw tcw alot riaos
1.3k~
2day pcw more den 100 post
my record~
went down eat dinner at 7pm plus plus
darren tried calling me but no one answer(sry leh)
den 12:20 the who called me(ps i never see the time)
nw going to watch the
八仙饭店之人肉叉烧包

who the hell is wenbin... or izzit weibin
grrr
they say(my mum and my gan die)
he my classmate from P1 to P4
...
who rmb sia
my gan die erzi lai de
2day saw him when go down eat dinner
grrr
i still dun recall sia


TheLonelyTeddy


Sunday, April 5, 2009 2:38:00 PM

days are getting sianner
im juz rotting or decomposing each day
wasting earth oxygen and producing more carbondioxide

2day tio thunder waken up
scary sia
i wake up cos thunder kip coming
like purposely waking me up sia
cos when i wan go back sleep den i start again
i wan wake it softens
P.S i nvr call thunder give me morning cor neh ><>

sian
waiting laogong on9
just now audiing~
but no ppl pei wo much
i play yoUBeePee or BeePee scared tio report
cos my Danx3 zehzeh tio reported
and she say she play with friends wor (even friends are not trustworthy)
she veri ke lian sia her account so many cash
lvl 26 fam master got cpl knn
which idiot report sia
nw chatting with huis zehzeh
later i go play www.isketch.net

later must go cook lunch or else i die of hunger~


TheLonelyTeddy


Saturday, April 4, 2009 3:14:00 AM

rotted the day off like siao
haiz now nid go buy shoe liao
when den ma wan help me buy sia?


TheLonelyTeddy


Friday, April 3, 2009 2:27:00 PM




You Are A Romantic Realist



You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.

Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.

And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...

But you'd never admit it to your friends!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?






You Have a Fairly Strong Willpower



Temptation doesn't get the better of you all that often.

If you set your mind on a goal, you'll do your best to achieve it.



And while you don't have a perfect record with willpower, you do okay.

If you fall off the wagon with something, you're usually not off the wagon for long.

Is Your Willpower Strong?





You Are Somewhat Mature



You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.

While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?





Your Risk Taking Level: Medium



What's life without a few risks?

You're willing to be daring when the time is right.



You know that there's no reward in life without risk.

You just always make sure that you look before you leap.

Are You a Risk Taker?





Your Personality Is Idealist



You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.



You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.



You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.



In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.



At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.



With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.



As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.



On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test




Your Gemstone Says You Love Yourself



You are simply joyful. You find it easy to have peace of mind.

You tend to think positive thoughts. It's easy to control where your mind goes.

You have great mental powers and self discipline.

You are able to dream big. You definitely aren't afraid of failure.

The Gemstone Test





Your Love Element Is Water



In love, you connect deeply and commit totally.

For you, love is all about taking risks and moving into unknown territory.



You attract others with courage and confidence.

Your flirting style is defined by your flexibility and ability to adapt.



Nurturing and shared learning are the cornerstones of your love life.

And while you may jump in to love too quickly, you always come out the wiser for it.



You connect best with: Metal



Avoid: Earth



You And another Water element: will pull each other down into a dark place

What Element Is Your Love?





Your Body's Element is Water



You are a joyful, relaxed, and luminous person.

You love people. You live for making new friends and helping others.



You are enthusiastic and the ideal person to work with.

You don't mind doing hard tasks, and you have a generous spirit.



Your energy tends to be: conserved



You power color is: black

What Element is Your Body?





You Are 60% Perfectionist



No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect.

Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

Are You a Perfectionist?





Your Handwriting Says You Are Somewhat Traditional



You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress.



You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles.



You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.



You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.



You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.



You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?


TheLonelyTeddy


1:52:00 PM

You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?


Your Kissing Purity Score: 83% Pure
You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed
Kissing Purity Test


You Are 53% Addicted to Love
Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!
Are You Addicted to Love?
Your Ego is Medium
You have what psychologists would call a healthy ego.
You have high self esteem, but you don't think too highly of yourself.

You believe in yourself, but you are also able to believe in others.
You know how to put your ego in check and let someone else take the reins.
How Big Is Your Ego?

Your EQ is 133
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.




Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring



You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.

You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.



An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.

You show people how to question their models of the world.

What's Your Thinking Style?





You Are an Okay Listener



You try to be a good listener, and usually you are.

But some people are just so boring and difficult to listen to!



Your mind tends to wander during some conversations.

You are likely to space out a little or try to change the subject to something more interesting.

Are You a Good Listener?





You Make a Good First Impression



You probably are making a much better impression than you realize.

Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do.

If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does.



Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image.

Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener.

The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?





Your Spelling is Okay



You got 6/10 correct.



Your spelling is a bit of a problem. Your instincts on how to spell things aren't horrible, but you often make an embarrassing mistake or two.

How's Your Spelling?





You Are a Natural Flirt



Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.

And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.

Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.

And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?




TheLonelyTeddy


2:36:00 AM




You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart



You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.

It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.

You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.

You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

Are You a Vain Girl?





You Are the Mother



You have an abundance of love for humanity. You care about all the people of the world.

You love helping others more than anything else. You love to be needed.



At your best, you unconditionally love people. You are very nurturing.

You are a wise and gentle teacher. You are happy to guide anyone who needs your advice or explanations.



At your worst, you are controlling and overbearing.

You smother people with affection and gifts. And with this attention you give, you are expecting something in return.

What Family Role Do You Play?





Your Common Spelling Mistake Score: 80% Correct



Your spelling is excellent.

You don't fall for common spelling pitfalls, and you spell almost everything correctly.

Do You Make Common Spelling Mistakes?


TheLonelyTeddy


2:34:00 AM

You're Kind of Stupid
You got 6/10 questions right!
There's some things most people know... except for you.


TheLonelyTeddy


2:32:00 AM

You Are Incredibly Logical
Move over Spock - you're the new master of logic
You think rationally, clearly, and quickly.
A seasoned problem solver, your mind is like a computer!


TheLonelyTeddy


2:21:00 AM

--HS-PIXIE- veri ke lian sia
her account tio hacked
we discovered it ard 3pm on april fool's day
cos there was this idiot who was in my room
who kip pester nono jiejie to give her slot fer the fam
den i went check the fam details see got how many slot left
den i saw 48
it was supposed to be 49 if no one has been req
but 48 means sum1 left
den nora checked and saw that it was pixie who left
den other ppl in the same room know pixie
and said she del mi in bl oso
den i suggested issit tio hacked
den nora enter pixie account to verify
den rily tio hacked
left 1den oni
poor pixie 80% of her cash items ppl give de lo
haiz
mine acc hacked
mama hacked
pipi hacked
who is next?
WHAT THE DAMN HACKERS ARE THINKING

THEY CNT GET A SINGLE PROFIT OUT OF HACKING
KNNBCCB
everyone plz remember make ur password a computer generated password
so that ppl cant access it easily
especially if the password is case sensitive
den u make a mixture of upper case and lower case and number passwords
sure veri diff hack de
unless u go tell ppl
if u wan go tell other ppl abt ur pw
plz go simplify it to a simpler one
den give other ppl
den when ppl use finish rmb change it back
den wun tio hacked le
I HATE ACCOUNT HACKERS


TheLonelyTeddy


2:15:00 AM

YEAH i LOVED my april fool day~
CAPTURED 28 VICTIMS
pity didnt capture js
hehe... chunhui zehzeh... lucky i nvr target chiu~

1st victim is the very very suay minghuang who sign in after 12am
went trick him saying nid go back BNSS to do things... 1down~

2nd victim is the dearest --HS-MISSY- who suay suay this few days nvr log in audi
i go bluff her saying that fam kick her liao cos when every1 finding her for smth impt she dunno die where

3rd victim is the kawaii --Heartx3-- who log in audi nvr check back to ppf
i go bluff her everyone is flaming her under the chill out section under auditionSEA

4th victim and others i either rickroll them using http://smouch.net/lol
or i tell them do not contact me anymore u knw what u have done
keeyee fell for that... MUAHAHAHAA

next yr... must do smth more extreme


TheLonelyTeddy


Wednesday, April 1, 2009 3:45:00 AM




You Are 52% Shy



Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person.

Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.

You can survive daily life just fine, but you don't go out of your way to be social.

Watch out. You may end up missing out on some advantages that extroverted people have.

How Shy Are You?


TheLonelyTeddy


3:44:00 AM




You Are Play



Compared to most people, you are very active and energetic.

You have a daring, challenging spirit. You're willing to go into something blind.



You are playful, carefree, and optimistic. You are up for trying anything.

If you dream it, you usually end up doing it. You're not one for putting your dreams on hold.

What Remote Button Are You?


TheLonelyTeddy


3:40:00 AM







You Are Much Closer to Your Friends







Your friends are so great, it's hard not to be the closest to them.


As for your family, your relationship with them is probably a bit strained.





It's okay though. While you can't pick your family, you can pick your friends.


And you've picked some amazing friends who count as family to you.



Are You Closer to Your Friends or Your Family?


TheLonelyTeddy


3:36:00 AM




You Would Do Most Things For Love



You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.

Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.

But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.

No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?


TheLonelyTeddy


3:33:00 AM

You Communicate Passionately
You speak from the heart. You can't separate your feelings from what you're saying, even in a professional context.
You tend to speak dramatically, with lots of passion and emotion. It's easy for you to get swept up in what you're saying.

You like to connect with people early on so that you can personalize what you are saying to them.
When you converse, you try to find common ground and harmony. Even if you disagree with someone, you try to emphasize where you agree.


TheLonelyTeddy


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