♀ TheLonelyTeddy ♂

Thursday, May 28, 2009 2:08:00 PM

cayln~
u no nid feel insecure or whatever de ma~
i mean...whye u feel guilty depressed and afraid?
i dun understand leh~
for my emo post it wasnt anything related to you
it was juz that day pon sku
go audi no ppl pei
go maple no ppl pei
go msn no ppl pei
i dun like being alone de luh
so kinda lonely liao den emo liao

i know that i will always have 5 besties....
tingting...zhaodan...qianping...junling...and marmee<3
fwens i made in this sku~
idk which i can really say is my bestie

i understand what you people are doing
and im certainly trying to change myself
... sharon is right la... i go where oso tink of my mummeh and ex de luh
... nt nv tink ex riaos... i nid to move on..
mummeh is cuz.. dunno.. kinda grown attached to her alot...

for my reason whye i nv go sku...
juz ask my sec sku mates...
last time i pon 1 mth...2 mths...
and the reason is whye i pon now
there is nth to attract me to go to sku
i mean... i dun care about that cert...
i dun care about tat stepping stone for me go poly
i dun care....
the reason whye i wake up 5am in the morning
to go sku everyday even though im tired
is the most simple answer...
6 letter word~ starting with B_____

whom im truly cared for they dunno that
whom they truly cared for me...i knw that
but im always doing smth to disappoint them time and again

and i understand what u meant on 26th de post
im nt abandoning any friendship
i juz want to cast them aside
so that i can concentrate on changing
when i cfm i changed...
i will jio bac the friendship de

most ppl like me...
nid smth veri veri harsh to make us wake up
i got smth harsh from that last phone call
which i dialed on the date of my last post...
and im trying to change

to mummeh~ i will change de luh
i dun wan lose you this bestie okay
i shall try no more emo post
i dun wan what hui said to rily come true
...
private blog is where my deepest feelings are...
my heart is cold and lonely so is veri diff to nt post emo...

...
and btw i stop blogging that often le
im not that... free~ and it become a bit tedious to update both blogs
check back my blog every... 10 days or so~
and oso i stop visiting everyone blog that much le...
if u got anything to tell me... tell me on msn
or tell me on msn to go where to read what u wan to tell me
...

TheLonelyTeddy

Monday, May 25, 2009 10:07:00 PM

自杀的念头又来了
突然间觉得
这世上没有一样东西值得我活下去
朋友。。。我没有
亲人。。。我没有
一无所有了
什么？
什么值得我活下去？
我很想去死
但没有那个勇气
求求你杀了我
不要再折磨我了

juz took a penknife up
den wanted to slash my wrist
but stopped cuz dun dare
dun hab those courage to slash
feel like jumping
but den rmb last time sit at windowsill de feeling
dun dare again
sum1 teach me how kill myself pl0x

i know i die riaos no one will even bother
cuz im always that thorn in their eye
no one will even know that im gone

TheLonelyTeddy

Friday, May 22, 2009 1:34:00 AM

way too foolish riaos
i no sense of alertness de
haiz
stupid seh
idk what came over me

haiz i will forget what happen 2day
and i must forget
this is a lesson i must learn and take

wish it is not as serious as what i have found bahz
if it is what ting said will be best ><

TheLonelyTeddy

Thursday, May 21, 2009 9:53:00 PM

can say i flirt or what luh

but i knw i got feelings for zhong xian dennon and dominic

feelings for dennon might be the most strongest de bahz ><

juz that his actions made those feelings fade away

feelings for zhong xian is kinda mid mid that kind ><

dominic is a bit bit that kind bahz ><

TROUBLED ARH ><

TheLonelyTeddy

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 2:40:00 PM

mummeh i knw u always tell me stuff abt him with good intentions
even if i knw riaos i oso will bluff myself that that aint real
cuz i dun wan spoil his perfect image in my heart

if he wanna leave i gonna let him leave
cuz i know nth can make him stay behind
not even what he wanted can make him stay
even if it is done at most stay for a short period of time
after that he will leave and then nth can rily make him stay
and i dun wan do smth which i know is going to be fruitless

ytd talked with joe(refer to the 1st few post of the blog to know who is he)
after talking with him i cried
and thought about what im actually doing
i feel that im finding a new relationship cuz to ward off that loneliness
but i juz cnt find the perfect one cuz i cnt find another person like him
i juz miss those hugs and kisses he gave me
i dun feel much feeling around other guys
like is like but dun hab those very very special feelings
is like finding a lifebouy which is like that boat i was on

or ijjit he possess those qualities i find in a bf?
or ijjit i still could not forget him?
that y i find rs oso find his kind de?
or ijjit this corner he had in my heart cnt be wipe out?

his face is fading from my memories
the only thing i rmb is the hugs and kisses he gave
and where we go and did
only those good memories stayed

b4 i can get myself throw totally in another relationship
i have to forget him completely
not a single memory have to stay

TheLonelyTeddy

12:57:00 AM

2day meet him
den after that depart den he tell me on msn
that he no feel for me
so cnt tgt
1st thing i tot of was
what did u ever said to me on msn sia?
but i never tell him luh~
i told him in white font
that i will be waiting for him
and there will be this place in my heart that belongs to you forever
a bit foolish right?
i juz stepped into the quick sand
and this have to happen?

TheLonelyTeddy

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 12:37:00 PM

2day early in the morning wake up cuz he say meet 8am
den went to hougang
den check the time ... 7.30am @_@
den 8 plus den call him he den come down
den walk walk den 10plus i headed for sku riaos
cuz both of us tired cuz wake early ><
den he wan go back slp ><
den i go sku on comp use msn tell him things luh
cuz when with him i veri silent
cuz i got things to say but dun dare to say
but when dare to say den not the right time to say
kinda regretted it sia
but ppl paiseh ma ><><
kk luh~ juz have to train up to be not that paiseh in front of him
den next time i can dare say riaos
no more writing in white font for me riaos ^^

TheLonelyTeddy

Monday, May 18, 2009 9:48:00 PM

(No Offense When I Say This Hors)

kinda disappointed with cayln n momo bahz

cuz i reckon sharon grp is pontang grp
bear grp is kisiao grp
fenella grp is guaikia grp

den kinda to me it seems like cayln n momo this pair
kinda like joinned sharon grp riaos
i scared they 2 learn frm the others pontang and pontang
which cayln alr pon alot of lesson alr
scared her attendance @_@

2day was talking to him b4 i go sku~
everytime i talking with him will feel...
so sibei happy

ytd like talk till 1am bahz @.@
den kinda worried n happi until i cnt slp until 2plus @_@
worried cuz i scared i will lose him
happy is cuz i love him

tml can see him riaos~
den thursday see him again~
im starting to get my emotions deeper and deeper

77088013143344520

TheLonelyTeddy

Sunday, May 17, 2009 9:03:00 PM

frankly~
im loving Salt more and more
even tho i haven officially broke up with him
but i just feel that that night's fone call was nth
we had broke for more den 10 weeks
he doesnt matter to me anymore
Salt is all that matters to me
NUMBER 1 MISSION FOR NOW
GET A HANDPHONEEEEE
or who can spon me arhz?
i wan unlimited sms de~ den i can sms till siao

TheLonelyTeddy

12:52:00 AM

reflecting? and understanding? and trying to make changes?
yep~ that is what i should do
reflecting~ reflected during this 2day holiday i gave myself
understanding~ understooded during this 2day holiday i gave myself
change~ i must change i can change i will change

even tho sinyee cnt see my this blog i juz have to thank her
what she blogged made me understand
which helped me reflect
which made me want to change

I MUST CHANGEEEEEEE

learn frm adam khoo~ write big big put into room see everyday

TheLonelyTeddy

Friday, May 15, 2009 9:00:00 PM

was feeling veri moody and depressed ytd n 2day
muz make sure monday muz go to sku

marmee~ sry leh
i was supposed to cheer u up last night
and it became u cheer me up instead

if i m not wrong
i do not bully boys or kisiao gurls
only bully quiet gurls more

the portrait of my life is painted with the brush of my characteristic

you which i have invited to understand more about me
i consider u a bestie
even though i bully u at times
but i still do regard u as a bestie
believe me~ i can and will do anything for you
cuz i believe that you are my fwen and forever is
please tolerate me at times
but do not forget to use a tone that will wake me up
to tell me that u are actually hating whatever im doing

i want to tell him that i wan brk riaos cuz i cnt stand it
it has been 12 days since he contacted me
but i wun go and sms him telling him that i want to talk to him
there is this such thing called as silent break bahz
i will slowly creep out of ur life
i think that u alr forgotten my phone number
树叶的离开, 是应为树的不挽留，还是风的追求?
虽然我对班上的某某男生产生好感
但是我会离开你是应为我觉得你根本都不在乎
而不是我喜欢上另外一个男生
应为你好像不再爱我了所以我很容易就会渐渐的喜欢上别人
你不要忘了我曾经对你说过
我很容易掉入爱河里
但是我答应你的事情我一定会办得到
我的心里永远都会有你的存在我心里的某一个角落永远属于你的

TheLonelyTeddy

8:11:00 PM

i feel like such a jerk
after nearly 17 yrs
this is this first time a friend told me so serverely
that i had crossed the borders

now i finally understand
my character personality attitude
does really sux alot

i wonder how tingting and zhaodan put up with me for 4 yrs and never brk contact
i wonder how junling put up with me 6-10 yrs and never brk contact

now i really hate my life
everything seems to have gone haywire after 1mth
i could have juz ended everything by jumping dont u tink?
but wes korkor wun allow that to happen
he will scold and scold and scold me cuz it is only running away from the problem

everything must come to an end
EVERYTHING

the only reason y i didnt attend sku on thursday and friday is cuz
i didnt wanted to face them
i juz wanted to avoid them
i really hated how my life was heading

the main reason whye im acting like such a jerk is cuz my shadows over everything
is kinda like a protective cover luh

only people that have access to my this private blog are :
bear, cayln, chunhui zeh, keeyee, mummeh, qianping, tingting, vonnes and xinhui zeh
plz dun tell others the contents in this blog for goodness sake
especially bear cayln and vonnes

TheLonelyTeddy

8:03:00 PM

thelonelyteddy.blogspot.com will be converted to a private blog
so those whom i never invite to read it plz do not link that account

TheLonelyTeddy

1:05:00 AM

telling you people my secret

there is 2 of me~
where as 1 will only show when there is only me around
the other is always present until no people is around

so u can say
im always putting up an act
my mask is rooted deeply into mi until idk who is the real me

keeyee~ thanks for telling me that i make a great buddy~ and thanks for missing me
i tink oni u and ting will contact me bahz~ not to mention minghuang and qianping and zhaodan n sum other kind souls~

thanks for letting mi know that my cold jokes is a LOL material
bu to let u knw~ the me for now aint that happy to tell cold jokes so much

to that baka who juz want to dismoralize me
GET OUT OF MY LIFE UNTIL U KNW HOW TO ENCOURAGE PPL INSTEAD OF DISCOURAGE

i said riaos
ppl is trying to change
DO NOT miss out on that word called TRYING
i oni entered into this enviroment 1mth plus a few days
WHAT MAKES U TINK THAT I CAN CHANGE IN SUCH A SHORT TIME
_l_ OFF

and to that idiot who use my name _l_ OFF MY BLOG LA

hu is amanda arhz? O.O

TheLonelyTeddy

Thursday, May 14, 2009 12:54:00 AM

haiz~ mummeh mai sad le leh~
papa haven brk cpl leh
means u still got chance ma
let him cool down abit bit first?

我认为
爱不一定要拥有
若爱一个人，就要想尽办法然他开心
如果他离你而去他会快乐，那让他去吧
每个人多想使自己爱的人的开心
但是不是每个人都有这个机会
有了机会都不懂得珍惜

mummeh mai so sad leh
u lidat i not used to it u knw?
i wan my happy mummeh back
that one that i once knew
see u lidat i oso dun dare emo or depressed infront of u riaos
n see u lidat i cnt stop thinking can how make u happier
i knw it is impossible to call u stop tinking of him but u have to try
the strong mummeh i knew go where riaos?
i understand how u feel luh not 100% but still at least 75%

要记住：
人往往不会珍惜拥有的一切，
不见了才会懂得珍惜，
既然你们两brk le patch, patch le brk 这么多次，
怎么还是不懂得怎么样珍惜？
我相信你们还是会和回来的
记住！和回来就要懂得珍惜不要在等到下一次再吵架再后悔

ps~ 2day i rily cnt help u call papa cuz i was in sku~
den i bec riaos ask u wan call u bo reply me

mummeh~
无论发生什么事，我一定会在你身旁支撑着你的。
只是有些时候我帮不了忙，为了这我感到非常个抱歉

mummeh lidat i kinda veri bo mood tink of anything else riaos
i only want find ways to cheer her up
because she rank 2nd position in my heart
1st is of course him ... 2nd is mummeh ... 3rd is laopo
4th is zehzeh ... and i tink i no 5th bahz~ after zehzeh is all those common fwens luh

mummeh~ i knw u can tide over this derhx
i knw u are stong enuff to tide over it
jiayous~ 我会支持你的

TheLonelyTeddy

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 7:45:00 PM

i juz feel so sick of everything that is going on
i juz seem to like cnt please anyone
feel like everyone hates mi
every single person

I HATE MY LIFE [FML]

my class sub divided into 5 cliques
malays gurls 1 clique
boys 1 clique
chinese gurls 3 cliques
the clique i have been with since sku start like kinda dun rike mi riaos
the current clique i hang out with like nt my type...too studious
i like to hang out with laopo
but she pon so much~
and besides later ppl rily tink i les i cham
the other clique i tink i cnt blend in la
i tink im returning to that loner life again which i totally dun want

i got this kinda feeling that he gt bluff me abt smth lidat
i cnt pinpoint it out
i juz feel like sms-ing him ask him can call him tell him smth impt
but i dun wan like last monday
is like i sms den he on if i didnt he wun
i feel like telling him to settle his problems b4 he wan patch
but lidat i abit veri what lidat
i know i should be understanding
but i kinda miss him alot
i wish to see him 1 more time
i wish to hug him 1 more time
i wish to kiss him 1 more time

chunhui zehzeh~
ur fan ying dun so big when i share those problem with u can ma?
relax luh~
ur mei not that stupid
she know what to do and what not to do
she understand how alot of things work
and she definately knw hw ppl use [tat thing u veri big fan ying 2] to get what they want
and knw that things she want doesnt happen thru [tat thing u veri big fan ying 2]
ur mei is nt stupid in things lidat derhx
tho ur mei is veri immature but she is veri mature in sum areas

TheLonelyTeddy

6:12:00 PM

i miss you~
y do i tink that u lied to me abt smth?

TheLonelyTeddy

Monday, May 11, 2009 10:57:00 PM

haiz~
since monday that night bo contact riaos~
dear~ i miss you~
i feel like calling u~
but i scared what response will i get~
i want to trust you alot
but idk hw much could i trust u
cuz after last monday talk u said u tired
den wednesday i talking with mummeh
she say she say u in free1
rm name F> malaysians to chat on fone
i tink is lidat if i nv rmb wrongly
and besides if i didnt sms u that morning
i wonder would u be on9 that night

i dun wan u patch with me cuz u gt ulterior motive
i dun mean anth by saying this
im fine with anth u want to do
dun use the reason that i love you to get things u want
things do not work that way that u are thinking

糟糕~ 我怀疑我喜欢上班上的某某男同学了~怎么办？

TheLonelyTeddy

10:51:00 PM

Just A Word Of Caution To Everyone~

Even Though How I Behave

I Am Just Only A Fun-Loving Person

And Kisiao At Most Times

Just Do Not Mistaken My Actions

And Think That I Am Les

Because I Do Not Have Any Interest In Girls

And I Currently Have A Boyfriend

TheLonelyTeddy

12:12:00 AM

friday~
i realised pontan~ing aint a good thing to do
cuz i feel sibei boliao
sian la

saturday~
rotting off~

sunday~
decomposing~
gave tha super cute little teddy bear i bot at the canival to my mum~
she like veri surprised

sian la~
this few days kip got slp afternoon nap~
den night slp late late
morning wake late late
GRRRRR

tml nid wake 5.30am
so that can go sku~
WOOHOO~

i mish laopo~
but happily tml can go sku mit laopo~
MUACKS~

*word of caution to all~ I AM NOT A LESBIAN*

TheLonelyTeddy

Friday, May 8, 2009 10:17:00 PM

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心

当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心

当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现这世界中(no)
没有人(body)比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

lalalala ~~

朝夕相处才发现这世界中(no)
没有人(body)比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
请记得约定的旅程到永久

TheLonelyTeddy

9:12:00 PM

我最不希望我最相信的人利用我
我知道我笨又傻但是请你不要利用我的缺点来骗我好吗？

洁斯妈妈说了很多对你不利的话（ma no offense hor）
但是我听了就没有去想了
我不希望你在我背后搞三搞四的

我不希望怀疑你什么
我想一只相信你下去
请你不要给我一个怀疑你的理由

请你不要伤害我了
我永远爱着你

TheLonelyTeddy

Thursday, May 7, 2009 10:14:00 PM

2day wake up at 8am
den quick quick chiong to sku
reach sku at 9am

den play for the next 2 hours
den went jen house with sinyee to change clothes~
house so clean~
i tink i see sinyee house
den dare let ppl come my house
cuz i tink mine is the most messy house of all

took mrt to amk den eat lunch there
laopo mit me sinyee and jen after we finished lunch

den we headed down to kbox
if i nv rmb wrong jen made membership
den we firstly was given room 7 or 9 i tink
den cuz they say got smoke smell
den the peeps change to room 5
den sing sing sing
i first there act cool
den jen like sibei high leh
den i oso high up riaos

laopo i aint les hors
but i know i nearly every 情歌 oso dedicate and face her sing derhx
LOL

until sibei high sia~
now still high-ing

den we sang 2 times S.H.E 老婆
cuz i dedicate to my laopo's dehx
sinyee my da laopo cayln my er laopo jen my xiao laopo
but i rather call sinyee and jen by there name~
and call cayln laopo

the last song we sung is W-H-Y and b4 that is 老婆
cuz i wan dedicate that song to them so they rmb
actually wanted to sing that 脱掉 but the damn thing stop GRRRR
sien luh
nvm~
next time 1st song will be 脱掉 den everyone get high first

the next time can go is when i return my debts and get ard $20 to go out
den no nid borrow riaos~
$14++ i tink i muz try get money faster return all 3 of them
1 person return abt $5
but muz return laopo more cuz she pay my dinner oso

i sung alot of songs
most are S.H.E songs
but i know my singing sux

laopo sing sibei nice sia~
so everytime she hold the mic
i will try to hush sinyee and jen up
juz to listen to laopo sing LOL

sienz~ oni left laopo 2 hours ago
and i start to mish her riaos~
die riaos~
den tml cnt see her cuz she pon-ing
den sat and sun oso no chance
T.T
monday den can see her
LAOPO I MISH JHOO <333333333333>

TheLonelyTeddy

Monday, May 4, 2009 5:42:00 PM

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1:39:00 AM

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TheLonelyTeddy

Sunday, May 3, 2009 9:27:00 PM

Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because
you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because
your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have done,or could have had done.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye.

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them
how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

What would you do if you never got the chance to say
I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

People live, but people die. I want to tell you thatyou are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)you would be in my heart.

Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you you will send this back.

We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about you.

Tell this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are.

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this and takecomfort in knowing somebody
out there cares about you andalways will.

I care about YOU !

Tell this to all the friends that you have...
all the friends that you've lost...
and to all the friends you've lost touch with...
just to let them know that you care.

TheLonelyTeddy

7:44:00 PM

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TheLonelyTeddy

Saturday, May 2, 2009 8:50:00 PM

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oNcE a PrOmIsE~
fOrEvEr A pRoMiSe~

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Can You Keep A Promise？

为什么你最近好像不理我了
只是想你多点陪我有错吗

TheLonelyTeddy

7:53:00 PM

2day so damn fun sio~
at least my mind was free from thinking of sum vexing things

wake up at 9
bath liao
den open comp play play
den turn up 10~15 min late
mit 11am den i late TT_TT

den went eat brkfast+lunch cuz sinyee hungry
den went around asking ppl how to go there
den walk walk walk until lost~
den we took cab there
LOL each 1 pay 76 cents hehe~

den reach riaos
den got the thermal check worhs
swine flu is so damn !@#$%^&*(*&@!
den we there shop and play and dk do what like siao
and regret eating at novena there
sienz
den i bought quite a few things
den use 2 tickets
den zarel bo use den i take
den take riaos still borrow 1.50 from jervis(i tink spell lidat)
cuz sibei hawt ar
nid buy ICE water cool down

den cuz zarel nt feeling well
dk is food she ate or izzit the weather too hawt
den we take bus.. 54?
back to novena
but we overshot
den walk back
den slack at the foodcourt
den went AMK wanted K box

but since so ex and zarel oni can stay till 6 plus
den we went to lan play audi
1 hr audi later
we went out to play arcade
oni played 1 game of mario kart~
LOL addicted riaos le luh~
ever since play it at mr beh house LOL

den went back home afterwards
den frantically searching for $$$
so that can go down eat dinner
den finally found enuff
went down
den the idiot anker buay song i give 5cents
KNS LA GIVE U BUSINESS U STILL KPKB ME FUCK YOU
sienz luh
now go audi riaos
cuz 2day play with erzi zMemories den i dc cuz times up~

JOKE OF THE DAY~
actually we wanted find the foodcourt de
den we dk walk where
den next to the fairprice got 1 escalater going up
that kinda for trolley de escalator
den we went up
but go higher den more hotter
den we discovered that it was a carpark on top
GUESS WHAT WE DID
WE RAN DOWN THE ESCALATOR
like ppl from IMH right?
hahas

TheLonelyTeddy

Friday, May 1, 2009 8:38:00 PM

can you at least show sum affection anot
y u like veri cold towards me sia
do i have a boyfriend?
sienz i feel like dying
life is such a drag
hmm who can spon me beer or wine

mummeh mai sad le luh
try to forget
i am sure you can do it derhx
and stop drinking plz it is nt good for ur health
let time heal ur wound
be strong
you can tide over
dun feel so lost plz
there is always a compass to show the way
is oni the fog that makes it difficult to see
i will be there for you when you need me
juz dont tink foolish

TheLonelyTeddy

4:38:00 PM

wed bo contact me
thur bo contact me
2day bo contact me

what are you doing

did you know that i miss you
did you know that i love you
did you know that i want you

i do not wish to use my semi developed brain to think what are you doing
i juz want you to come talk to me first
at least show sum affection

haiz

TheLonelyTeddy