cayln~
u no nid feel insecure or whatever de ma~
i mean...whye u feel guilty depressed and afraid?
i dun understand leh~
for my emo post it wasnt anything related to you
it was juz that day pon sku
go audi no ppl pei
go maple no ppl pei
go msn no ppl pei
i dun like being alone de luh
so kinda lonely liao den emo liao

i know that i will always have 5 besties....
tingting...zhaodan...qianping...junling...and marmee<3
fwens i made in this sku~
idk which i can really say is my bestie

i understand what you people are doing
and im certainly trying to change myself
... sharon is right la... i go where oso tink of my mummeh and ex de luh
... nt nv tink ex riaos... i nid to move on..
mummeh is cuz.. dunno.. kinda grown attached to her alot...

for my reason whye i nv go sku...
juz ask my sec sku mates...
last time i pon 1 mth...2 mths...
and the reason is whye i pon now
there is nth to attract me to go to sku
i mean... i dun care about that cert...
i dun care about tat stepping stone for me go poly
i dun care....
the reason whye i wake up 5am in the morning
to go sku everyday even though im tired
is the most simple answer...
6 letter word~ starting with B_____

whom im truly cared for they dunno that
whom they truly cared for me...i knw that
but im always doing smth to disappoint them time and again

and i understand what u meant on 26th de post
im nt abandoning any friendship
i juz want to cast them aside
so that i can concentrate on changing
when i cfm i changed...
i will jio bac the friendship de

most ppl like me...
nid smth veri veri harsh to make us wake up
i got smth harsh from that last phone call
which i dialed on the date of my last post...
and im trying to change

to mummeh~ i will change de luh
i dun wan lose you this bestie okay
i shall try no more emo post
i dun wan what hui said to rily come true
...
private blog is where my deepest feelings are...
my heart is cold and lonely so is veri diff to nt post emo...

...
and btw i stop blogging that often le
im not that... free~ and it become a bit tedious to update both blogs
check back my blog every... 10 days or so~
and oso i stop visiting everyone blog that much le...
if u got anything to tell me... tell me on msn
or tell me on msn to go where to read what u wan to tell me
...

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