mummeh i knw u always tell me stuff abt him with good intentions
even if i knw riaos i oso will bluff myself that that aint real
cuz i dun wan spoil his perfect image in my heart

if he wanna leave i gonna let him leave
cuz i know nth can make him stay behind
not even what he wanted can make him stay
even if it is done at most stay for a short period of time
after that he will leave and then nth can rily make him stay
and i dun wan do smth which i know is going to be fruitless

ytd talked with joe(refer to the 1st few post of the blog to know who is he)
after talking with him i cried
and thought about what im actually doing
i feel that im finding a new relationship cuz to ward off that loneliness
but i juz cnt find the perfect one cuz i cnt find another person like him
i juz miss those hugs and kisses he gave me
i dun feel much feeling around other guys
like is like but dun hab those very very special feelings
is like finding a lifebouy which is like that boat i was on

or ijjit he possess those qualities i find in a bf?
or ijjit i still could not forget him?
that y i find rs oso find his kind de?
or ijjit this corner he had in my heart cnt be wipe out?

his face is fading from my memories
the only thing i rmb is the hugs and kisses he gave
and where we go and did
only those good memories stayed

b4 i can get myself throw totally in another relationship
i have to forget him completely
not a single memory have to stay

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